- I’m lonely I’m going to isolate myself
- I’m hungry I’m going to starve
- I’m full I’m going to eat
- I feel enormous I’m going to binge now
- I can tell I’ve lost weight I’m never eating again
- I’m happy I’m going to trigger myself
- I’m sad I’m going to pretend I’m fine
- gum has 5 calories no
- ice cream has a million calories I’m going to eat a whole 7 pints
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Eating disorder logic
YES BITCH MAGIC SCALE
So I weighed myself and from yesterday morning to today
I lost 4 lbs
Bloated? Water weighty? Sad?
REBLOG FOR LUCK ON TOMORROWS SCALE
I’ve really did lose 4lbs in just +1 week… holy fuck this works!!?
Everyone is shocked that it works, y'all need to remember I’m a witch
cant risk it
*crosses fingers and wishes for good luck* I want to be 2.5 pounds less tomorrow morning
YES BITCH MAGIC SCALE
So I weighed myself and from yesterday morning to today
I lost 4 lbs
Bloated? Water weighty? Sad?
REBLOG FOR LUCK ON TOMORROWS SCALE
I’ve really did lose 4lbs in just +1 week… holy fuck this works!!?
Everyone is shocked that it works, y'all need to remember I’m a witch
cant risk it
5 Questions Before Eating:
1. Am i going to be happy with myself after I eat this?
2. Am I really hungry or do I just enjoy the comfort?
3. Is this food what I planned on eating today?
4. Will this food nourish my body in a healthy way?
5. Do I need a distraction right now to resist this temptation?
Things I’ve noticed since I developed my ed:
- smoother and healthier skin
- bruises everywhere
- nails break all the time
- increasingly OCD about everything
- constant mood swings
- isolation from friends
- obsession with food and calories (literally I cant stop thinking about it)
- weighting myself over 10 times per day
- hairloss
- lightheaded and tiredness
- constantly pinching my fat
- looser clothing so my fat won’t be more obvious than it already is
- constantly checking my hip bones, rib cage, collarbones, wrist, etc.
- crying when I go past my daily calorie intake limit.
- spending hours in myproana.com
- checking 5 times a day if my bones are sticking out a bit more than before.
- fantasizing about how my life will be once I reach my ugw.
- thinking some thinspos aren’t thin enough (sickening, I know)
- researching about the amount of calories in absolutely everything
I’ll add as I come up with more. Feel free to add your oddest routines!!
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK THIS SHIT !!
I fucked up, I binged and I just want to kill myself right now.
But damn, I won’t give up I’ll be fucking skinny and pretty, you can count on me for that
I won’t stop until..
~my waist is smaller
~my thighs don’t jiggle or bounce
~until I can wrap my hand around my calf
~my arms are thin
~I don’t have to worry about a layer of fat resting under my face every time I smile
~So I don’t feel uncomfortable around others
~So I don’t feel uncomfortable being by myself
~So I don’t hate the mirror
~So I can run without feeling like every part of me is bouncing
~So I can feel comfortable dating someone
~I can sit without trying to suck my guts in because I am afraid of all the rolls collecting in my stomach area
~I can pick out anything and not have to worry about that material not suiting my body or for it to be a size to small
~I can be happy with myself
I just want to be happy
- attractive person: looks don't matter!
- me, an ugly: *can't make friends*, *can't get into relationships*, *is second choice for everything*, *can't get away with most outfits*, *can't take pictures featuring myself*, *has severe trust issues over anyone seemingly liking me* ok
All I want for Christmas is to be underweight.
Don’t we all?
this is going to be my christmas present to myself. if i dont reach underweight by halloween.
It’s sad that our disordered minds are all set on something so addicting yet unhealthy
me: *obsessively weighs myself*
me: *counts every calorie*
me: *fasts for 24+ hours regularly*
me: *lies about eating to loved ones*
also me: I don’t have an eating disorder, i’m faking it
